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mereka membuat ku tersenyum

Alhamdulillah..staff - staff di bawah jagaan ku mampu membuatkan aku tersenyum mendengar mereka berbual dan bergurau.. sesama sendiri..alhamdulillah lawak jenaka mereka membuatkan aku tertawa sendiri..di dalam pejabat ku...hari nie mereka gembira menerima elaun hujung tahun..aku tumpang gembira dengan mereka sedikit sebanyak mengubat..kesunyian di hati..semoa esok merupakan hari yang lebih baik..dan hari yang ada..dan masa yang ada kini juga harus digunakan sebaik mungkin dengan banyak mengingati Allah dan selawat ke atas nabi..

sabarlah ...

Assalamualaikum.. entry penutup tahun ini penuh dengan nasihat dan pujukan hati ku supaya bersabar..setelah suami ku berkursus selama 3 bulan aku berjaya tempuhinya,kenapa hati ini semakin rapuh untuk bersabar? hanya tinggal 3 bulan sahaja lagi..kenapa hati ini begitu sensitif..kenapa air mata ku mudah untuk mengalir? kenapa semangat ku tipis? di mana semangat itu.tolonglah kembali..

Duhai hati tabah lah..sabarlah

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Duhai hati,berkali-kali aku memesan padamu..tolonglah menjadi tabah..dan sabar..hati ini semakin rapuh..Ya Allah, engkau kuatkanlah hatiku,tabahkan lah hatiku, buatkan hati yang terluka ini semakin mengingatimu..semakin basah berzikir kepadamu..setiap air mataku ini, jadikanlah penguat hati ku..duhai..orang yang tersayang di sekeliling ku , setiap doa dan harapan ku titip kan setiap hari agar, hubungan kita semakin erat dan kukuh walau badai melanda. Allah memilihku menghadapi ujian sebagai tanda kasih Nya pada ku..Aku menitiskan air mataku kerana tanda kasih ku pada orang yang ku sayangi...dan tanda betapa aku lalai mengingati Allah di saat kesenangan.

blog Umar

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sedih, blog umar telah diremove oleh pihak Google..jadi aku bertekad akan menulis semula..never give up!

Journey to 30'

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Hi.. Today 29 oct 2011, 0300 hrs what I’m gonna write? That is my frequent question,hahaha, for the first in 2011 I am writing back here, so, now is my story along my carrier that I had been pouring here for several times . looking back at the early of January 2011, I faced with the madness from my boss, he said that I was not productive as an inspector, sadly never gave progress work. Beside not satisfied with my on leave pattern, he thought me have discipline and reputation problem … Oh my lappy..since april 2009…was writing here..poured my sadness of my job..my feeling and everything..2009 until 2011,that’s not a short term, someone can have a master degree or 2 or 3 children, fat or slimmer, married or maintain single , and anything can happen in our life, 3 years backward, what I had gained for? January 2011 : my superior officer mad with me :For the first time I gather my team to start a gotong royong monthly May 2011 : reading a book how to get from what you

goal!

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Fatimah ismail, if you don't get crystal clear about what you want and what you need to focus on to achieve your goals, you'll waste the remaining 3 months of this year with little progress to show. must search !!! practical strategies for creating the clarity i need to develop greater focus. ...how!!!

Monday morning

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Assalamualaikum.. alhamdulillah pagi nie selamat sampai di pejabat tepat pukul 10 pg kenapa lambat?sebab hari ini perlu uruskan urusan bank awal pagi. Namun perkara paling seronok sebenarnya adalah dapat sidai kain dan lipat baju, serta buatkan bubur si kecil ku..apabila semua perkara berjaya dilakukan di pagi isnin maka hari - hari kerja ku berikutnya InsyaAllah akan aku lalui dengan tenang...amin Sesampai di pejabat , aku bertegur dengan anggota dan tenaga yg dibawaah selian ku.. oooh nampaknya semua nampak genbira di pagi isnin ..alhamdulillah, pantas tangan ku menyususn kertas2 cuti dan off untuk aku sahkan dan tanda tangan..hari ini tiga orang sahaja memohon off dan cuti. selepas itu aku nikmati nescafe campur milo sebagai pembuka puasa ku..hehe pada mulanya niat nak puasa isnin tapi salah sorang anggota kat sini nak belanja nasi Arab...urmm..x jadi puasa heehehe. so sekarang apa yg aku buat??? sekarang tgh kumpol mooood nak buat teks mc dan buat kira2 belanjawan program yg aku te

pedih

Ya Allah Ya tuhan ku..sesungguhnya hati ku teramat pedih dengan penghinaan ini,pada 11 Ramadan aku menerima perkara sebegini..Kuatkan lah hati ku...marah jauh sekali..kerna aku tidak mahuu mencemar puasa ku..Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Ku kuatkanlah hatiku..cekalkanlah hati ku...ku teguhkan hati ini dengan mengingatkan ujian Rasulullah s.a.w maha hebat dari dugaan ku ini.. Aku bekerja demi rezeki keluarga ku...tabahkanlah hatiku ya Allah....demi rezeki kutelan jua pahit ini..semoga Allah melembutkan hati dan jiwa mereka..Ya Allah

Fatimah please2 take the action now!

Note from Jack Dear Fatimahismail, It's heating up! Things are heating up across the country, and here in Santa Barbara it's no exception! I hope you're staying cool and comfortable. Even though it's Summertime, this doesn't mean you should slow down the pursuit of your dreams. We're halfway through 2011, and if you haven't made significant progress toward your goals, it might be time for you to focus on strengthening your determination. High achievers are incredibly persistent, and what fuels them is a relentless determination to achieve their goals, no matter what it takes. To reach our goals, we must have the inner fire to overcome obstacles, believe in our dreams (even when no one supports US), and be willing to sacrifice some short-term pleasures for long-term success. This quote from Gandhi pretty much sums it up ... "Every worthwhile accomplishment, big or little, has its stages of drudgery and triumph: a beginning, a struggle and a victory"

Usrah..

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Alhamdulillah..aku sangat bersyukur kerana dengan kasih sayang Allah telah mempermudahkan urusan ku untuk menghadiri usrah yang sudah lama ku nantikan...Aku juga bersyukur kerana ditunjukkan jalan oleh Allah untuk berjumpa dengan Kak Ina ( Ustazah Noraslina Jusin ) melalui laman blognya sehinggalah ke laman sosial Fb dan terwujudnya kelas pengajian muslimah...untuk berkongsi ilmu ke arah kebaikan.. Selama ini aku mengikuti laman blog Ustaz Zaharuddin untuk membaca artikel2 yang sangat berguna sebagai panduan ekonomi berlandaskan islam..dari situ aku terjumpa blog ustazah yang banyak membicarakan hal2 pembangunan keluarga berlandaskan Islam..serta panduan2 yang sangat berguna, setelah Ustazah mengeluarkan bukunya Bicaralah atas nama kasih..aku pun turut membeli supaya di masa lapang aku dapat menimba ilmu.. Daripada situ kemudiannya setelah Ustazah dan ustaz pulang ke Malaysia, ustazah bercadang mengadakan kelas pengajian muslimah...terasa sungguh bahagia kerana aku dapat menimba ilmu d

happy day

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Assalamualaikum, hope everybody will feel happy too..today i woke up early in the morning at 5 a.m to prepare my duty as a mother. First, went to the kitchen and prepare my baby food, yes today i made jenahak fish poridge enrich with a few tomatoes and carrots. in 30 minutes waiting for the poridge to get ready , i clear up messy hall, put all the tiny cushion sofa to the right place, placed my baby toy at his playpan, washed dirty clothes using automatic washing machine. Then..had a shower...Subuh prayer.and get ready with office wear then watch back the poridge..yes..its done..alhamdulillah..That 's all my routine early in the morning, and also a little bit feel happy for this workdays because i had prepared mine and husband office wear on the weekend for a week clothes.So, it's really help me in the morning, i dont have to rush here and there to settle every single housework task in a hurry. happy!!! because today morning i can send my baby to nanny house together with

english writting

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This is what i read.. English Writing Guide - Learn How To Write / Business Writing / English Creative Writing Writing is a complex skill that requires time to develop as many elements are weaved together to form one final product. Writing is more than just putting words and sentences together, as it should also address questions of writing purpose (to convince, inform or narrate), audience (friends Vs. business associates, teenagers Vs. University professors), genre (argumentative, descriptive, narrative), style (avoiding sexist and biased language, conciseness, and emphasis), register (formal. Informal, technical, jocular) and format (article, report, contract, letter, e-mail, memo etc.). To achieve a good piece of writing, there are some essential and well defined stages within the writing process that make sure you will actually end up with the piece of writing you intended to have. Different writing purposes frequently warrant the usage of specific formats, which by convention

in the early morning

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Assalamualaikum, JUst a simple story of my early morning.. I start my day with prayer and hoping my day will be bright and in a calm day. These morning after packing my son stuffs i send him to nanny house. Today i got a big challenges because my son Umar Rayyan, did not want to get into the car. He screamed loudly and refused been put into the car seat ... hahaha then i was thinking how to persuaded him...yes.!..Umar look! there are 2 cat is looking at you!..why you screaming..please give mama your smile!..okey..mama will put you on the car seat..seat properly dear...okay. Even Umar still did not want to sit in his car seat .but quickly i put the belt at him .. then drove straight to nanny house...Alhamdulillah..i have reached to my office..then switch on the aircond and clear some stuff on my table .. turn on my purifying perfect air..ohh smell so good it make me feel fresh.. After had a wuduk and recite surah Al imran in a few minutes ..i feel more calm and now i tu

berikan daku jalan itu..

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Assalamualaikum.. Hanya kesabaran sahaja membalut hati ini..apa yang perlu kita lakukan jika kita terasa dipinggirkan dalam pekerjaan ? jauh di sudut hati,,ingin bekerja dengan ikhlas,tekun, namun apakah jalan yang perlu di ambil jika tiada lorong - lorong kecil sebagai pilihan..Ya Allah sesungguhnya Ujian Mu...membuat aku lebih banyak berfikir dan cuba meningkatkan kesabaran ku..tanpa dorongan dari suami,renungan mata anak yang polos dan comel..dorongan dari kecekalan kakak yang berkongsi bidang yang sama membuat kan hati ini kembali tenang selepas perasaan ini mula berkocak apabila bertalu - talu sindiran dilayangkan kepada aku ibarat pedang tajam menghiris setiap keping hati ku .. Setiap hari ku panjatkan doa agar..aku dapat melakukan ibadah dan pekerjaan dengan tenang tanpa lalai..Ujian yang melanda ini pedih..sakit yang tidak kelihatan namun ia juga ibarat api yang membakar kaca semakin di bakar semakin kuat ...ya..betul..Allah sayangkan kita..dengan ujian ini ..air mata yang meni

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya ibu ku akur dengan permintaan kembarku untuk membawanya ke hospital untuk pemeriksaan kesihatan....Bagi belum tahu ..ibuku menghidapi kencing manis sejak 5 tahun yang lalu, tidak pernah melakukan pemeriksaan doktor entah mengapa hati nya cukup keras untuk ke hospital..katanya berubat sendiri sahaja.. dan berbagai alasan seperti pengankutan..tiada..sibuk mengasuh dsbnya.. Akhirnya..doa ku dan kakak ku dikabulkan juga..pada 8 hb jun selepas 4 hari menyambut harijadinya...kakak ku membawa ibu ku ke kuala terengganu iaitu tempat kakak ku bertugas untuk bercuti di rumahnya sambil di temani adik bongsu ku yang comel dan tembam ...Ummi syaibah .. (anak bongs0 mak) .. Mak akur untuk diperiksa...pada hari tersebut hati ku berdebar..pagi2 sesudah sampai di pejabat aku memohon doa kepada Allah supaya urusan ibuku di permudahkan.. Selesai menunaikan solat sunat dhuha..aku hanya mampu berdoa..tiba - tiba bunyi sms dari handphone..msg dari kaKAK..MAK dah masuk berjumpa do

Terkesima..

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Stresss...itulah ungkapan yang dapat aku gambarkan..hasilnya muncullah sang emosi menguasai diri..itulah terjadi pada diri ku...entah mengapa diri ini merasa serabut..tension , geram..hanya kerana tidak dapat menyiapkan apa yang aku rancang dek keletihan ..menguasai diri..menjaga anak selepas penat balik dari bekerja...Hal kerja yang terbeban.. itulah pengalaman yang menyedarkan diri ini..sebagai seorang isteri yang bekerja tidak semua dapat kita selesaikan mengikut kemahuan kita.. Pesan suami tercinta dengan tenang kepada ku..sabar dan banyakkan zikir Subhanallah.Alhamdulillah ..Allah hu akbar..dengan tenang itu membuatkan aku terkesima!...Ya Allah tanpa sedar..aku mengikut emosi ku..merungut..rungut...marah pada suami dek lambat pulang ke rumah..dengan fikiran yang singkat ku sangkakan suami ku sengaja.terus aku merajuk xmahu dibungkuskan makanan kepada ku...Ya Allah..terasa begitu teruknya aku..yang hanya baru menjalankan kewajipan sebagai seorang isteri dan seorang ibu..aku sudah

Ketajaman Mata Hati (Basirah)

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Perkongsian hari ini adalah mengenai Ketajaman Mata hati.. Dalam perjalanan ke tempat kerja...halwa telinga seronok melayan radio IKIM.FM dari corong radio. rasa tenang saja sambil memandu..dan yang menariknya pada hari ini topiknya adalah berkenaan mata hati...dimana kesimpulanya.. Basar(mata)sering menipu,manakala basirah(mata hati) sentiasa tepat.Maka,tanyalah pada basirah dan jauhilah tipu daya sang basar... Sampainya di tempat kerja..saya selalu biasakan berjumpa dengan staff yang lain untuk mengucap salam..kemudian barulah bersarapan..dan barulah menyemak tugasan pada hari ni.. sebelum memulakan tugasan..saya nak berkongsi topik ini dahulu..okeylah masa untuk memulakan kerja di mana ia juga ibadah... Assalamualaikum..

Big hearted

helping hands.. try to be a handful of big hearted people who care enough about anothers.Yeah! InsyaAllah..!!Malaysia people do care about one another..

do it now!

Alhamdulillah after i read 'Do it Now' From the book entitled 'How to get from what you are to want to be' Jack Canfield..lat 4 month .gave me a strong spirit.after read that section ..quickly.in just 30 minute i prepared a few list of my point of view and called them to seat a meeting..that is my first step...! Now i have implemented monthly meeting with my team..alhamdulillah everything going smooth..so now i am listing again what topic and matters for our meeting and discussion..what i'm done is foe every early of the month i will set the date for the meeting...so we will always being together as 1 team...to solve any kind of problem comes. Just To share!

my heart say.....

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Hi..sisters and brothers, hi to new reader of my blog..nice to meet you here.. i just want to drop a few opinions here about co - operation.and patience in delegate my duty to my team...i could saw a different..they will do it with a sincere and hardwork .. but it took a period of time..not easy to get people co-operation actually without put patience in our mind and soul... working as an officer gives me .. a big responsibility to carry out.every task...command and control as a motto to my department..but review back my background and interest..i tends to be a teacher..so it was hard for me to get along with all the personality,style,attitude that had been trained or recruited. I am sorry to all my friends and my department..i could'nt follow or change my personality because i believes to patience..that is my principle.whenever i met my boss, he would remind me or talked about my personality..change2.change2.fatimah..be firm..uhhh..i got many comments there from my friends.n .co

update

Begitu lama rasanya tidak update....akan cuba untuk merajinkan diri mengupdate blogku tercinta ini

cleanliness

drop by here for a second..........alhamdulillah, today we do small 'gotong royong ' in our office. so feeling fresh..and clean, tQ to my colleague because of the co- operation. So after this maybe 2 times in a month we will do again to make sure working environment always in cleanliness. cleanliness is important as Laurence j. peter said " if a cluttered desk is the sign of a cluttered mind, what is the significance of a clean desk " Okep Bye.

U have to work for it

hi..oouh so exhausted hihi but i'm fasting today, just arrive at office 11.00 already hehe..but already mention to my boss.. yesterday i read about Yippie saving accaunt, so i decided to make it for my little Umar, early this morning i already in front of maybank. While waiting bank is open, i pay all the bills.usning ceck deposit, ( actually i always pay all the bills through internet )but because of want to wait bank is open ..never mindlah ...fuh feeling fresh after paid averything. About 45 minute wait..the bank is opened. Badly, i was told, i must bring birth certificate and original ic husband n me..huhuh but is ok..because all the bill have been paid..so i still manage my bussiness today. after that.second operation is going to perodua to repair my window car..but also cannot make it. Just change automatic window suis and brake pad..uissh 230..flying..urm :(..i stilll cannot do what i wanna do today..but i work for it..right. hurmm...repair car several hours waiting and al

meeting & discussion

Hi!..So what have u done today? since 8.00 until now? urm remember quote " Do it Now " i'm implemented it into my work ..since came back from confinement leaves i never do any meeting with my colleague. So Do it Now..i just take about 30 minutes ..called them and seat for meeting. Done...Yes! So.Noted! i will makeseure i'll do everythings that we disscuss today..okey bye..have to stop..wanna continue my work. Tata.

Journey of dreams. Ups and Downs

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Journey of dreams.. I have something worthwhile that I aim for its just a dream when I was youth in my dream I see I’m driving along highway with my own car which that colour is black now I already achieve it I owned myvi metallic ebony black..alhamdulillah but it took 7 years to achieved.. My dream is further my study at oversea, I want to know other culture My dream is hv my own house The important is I can speak fluenty.english besides I also can speak Arabic...hope so..we always can havea bundle of dreams..as many as u want but u can try to work for it as u can..happyly..if u fail or down u still hv a chances because for me..times is like a gold..hold it and appreachiate it..never give up..u still hold the gold..and keep on holding it until u success.. U near for it but lost…. 1.i’v been as tutor and almost cont master there to be a lecturer..at uitm in geomatic department. But I received Police job and leaved my dream carrier because of I need permanent job to hel

himpunan doa.wmv

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