Friday, November 30, 2012


i was selected to join 4x4 on 4 nov till 9 first must be hard and rough activities. i accepted the trsining by supporfriend of mine..syarina. the supported me that we can do it! this is first activities that all participant were ladies guys..alhamdulillah the programe went excellently. thanks Allah..gave me this rezeki. what i learnt was no matter hard situation you must give 200 % trust to yout buddy..meant your co pilot driver..when faced big obstacle..crossing bridge..river..drove on slippery off road..drove up to hill..we did it and learnt the co operation prit de corp among us. ♥caj!!!!! meant press the gas..go go go...

learning linux..server...the sotware and hardware

alhamdulillah 5 years i am give me chances to learn the course..eventhough im new actually..not new comers.yeah before this never had this chances..never be guided.never being included...thus..and a lot of things i dont know..about the terms..the concept..the programming positive..i let the ilmu.went into my mind..give atention and Allah give me chances.hoping this will bright forever

Monday, November 19, 2012


again..i was facing with the same situation where. i ill be blamed for not take action towards my job. it happened again..easy to say..i never had job satisfaction. i love my job but the situation i faced is i not received any orders. or guideline or including me in any dizcussion..5 years i keep silent..this situation and again people try point thier finger that im do nothing ..and they got to do all the job.i see the door..but i did not have the key..what should i do..?hijrah? but how?

Thursday, November 15, 2012

im not in the Race.

Had you ever ask yourself what is your weakneses..did you realise or not?and did you also realise your talent?i was thingking about this for the past few years..and today..i'm realise..i was not in the race..i never allowed myself even to get in the race..i know i should but there is something in my heart prevent me..tie me dont do it..thats is principe of mine..was it bad or was is good. This attitude make me..prevent me from show my my capability..i dont know..i just dont like to showing of my self.. i dont like race and glad whenever people see you be a winner ..thats me..i know i always been hurted with people..always..people surrounding you will think you are good leader when you can talk people..scream and scold...but when you are soft character you will never be expected can lead people.but for me...i believe..softness can pattern somebody heart..because..that what i believe ..leadership with our prophet Muhammad s.a.w way..he touches people heart..he change people from bad to good just with soft talk and kind heart. in other situation,whenever..we try to show our leadership with intention want your bosses looking at you..was it tell you..that you are lying show it because you want  people to look at you. The best way is do the best for yourself.take every challengethat comes to you.