Az zahra

Alhamdulillah, Since Dec 2011, i have wrote some targets for 2012 for my group, it was Surah Yaasin recite,so in 28 Feb 2012 we already make it...really happy with the co operation from my team, they seems happy with the majlis..entering to this group once upon a time in 2008, they not really happy with me..but far of my heart i want to do something to this group..alhamdulillah, now, they really close each other..always make a joke to each others and really love to do makan2 together at the office..now i move to other step..do surah Yaasin recite..and i want to do it regularly..so that there would be ukhuwah between them, through Islamic soul.alhamdulillah.. in this organisation,what i did 1st - niat.want to be good supervisor for them 2nd - smile 3rd - close to them..get thier trust 4rt -disscussion always with them 5 - be like a family -) May we will be close and do the best for our organisation..InsyaAllah

Assalamualaikum.. Entering life into 2012,beginning with sweet and sour of my life, i am not saying im no happy but, frankly i not really happy, because i was far away from my love, he is having 6 months courses for DPA now. There is 1 month more left to survive without him, and by this April my life will bright back ! yes, but i'm wondering,why i am not happy ? i must happy ..i must not rely on him..urm..ya, if we put the sadness in our mind, and i will comes out ..and if we put happiness in our mind, we can be happy. So i'm trying to be happy even without my hubby right now, managing all things , take and send my baby to nanny house. Take a good care of my baby , i can do it by myself..im not rely on him..but still not happy.. ya..i got the answer..when we are married, our hearts becomes one..so when half of my heart far a way..its gonna be different. waiting for my love..=)

Alhamdulillah..staff - staff di bawah jagaan ku mampu membuatkan aku tersenyum mendengar mereka berbual dan bergurau.. sesama sendiri..alhamdulillah lawak jenaka mereka membuatkan aku tertawa sendiri..di dalam pejabat ku...hari nie mereka gembira menerima elaun hujung tahun..aku tumpang gembira dengan mereka sedikit sebanyak mengubat..kesunyian di hati..semoa esok merupakan hari yang lebih baik..dan hari yang ada..dan masa yang ada kini juga harus digunakan sebaik mungkin dengan banyak mengingati Allah dan selawat ke atas nabi..

Assalamualaikum.. entry penutup tahun ini penuh dengan nasihat dan pujukan hati ku supaya bersabar..setelah suami ku berkursus selama 3 bulan aku berjaya tempuhinya,kenapa hati ini semakin rapuh untuk bersabar? hanya tinggal 3 bulan sahaja lagi..kenapa hati ini begitu sensitif..kenapa air mata ku mudah untuk mengalir? kenapa semangat ku tipis? di mana semangat itu.tolonglah kembali..

Duhai hati,berkali-kali aku memesan padamu..tolonglah menjadi tabah..dan sabar..hati ini semakin rapuh..Ya Allah, engkau kuatkanlah hatiku,tabahkan lah hatiku, buatkan hati yang terluka ini semakin mengingatimu..semakin basah berzikir kepadamu..setiap air mataku ini, jadikanlah penguat hati ku..duhai..orang yang tersayang di sekeliling ku , setiap doa dan harapan ku titip kan setiap hari agar, hubungan kita semakin erat dan kukuh walau badai melanda. Allah memilihku menghadapi ujian sebagai tanda kasih Nya pada ku..Aku menitiskan air mataku kerana tanda kasih ku pada orang yang ku sayangi...dan tanda betapa aku lalai mengingati Allah di saat kesenangan.

sedih, blog umar telah diremove oleh pihak Google..jadi aku bertekad akan menulis semula..never give up!

Hi.. Today 29 oct 2011, 0300 hrs what I’m gonna write? That is my frequent question,hahaha, for the first in 2011 I am writing back here, so, now is my story along my carrier that I had been pouring here for several times . looking back at the early of January 2011, I faced with the madness from my boss, he said that I was not productive as an inspector, sadly never gave progress work. Beside not satisfied with my on leave pattern, he thought me have discipline and reputation problem … Oh my lappy..since april 2009…was writing here..poured my sadness of my job..my feeling and everything..2009 until 2011,that’s not a short term, someone can have a master degree or 2 or 3 children, fat or slimmer, married or maintain single , and anything can happen in our life, 3 years backward, what I had gained for? January 2011 : my superior officer mad with me :For the first time I gather my team to start a gotong royong monthly May 2011 : reading a book how to get from what you ...